SUP?

Heya peepers!

So while I'm waiting for men to show their interest towards my survey, I figured it was time
to write a personal post again. Kinda let ya guys know what's going on with me.

So, obviously I'm still gaming, that's a given. But the previous relationship took a little toll on
my spare time. We had such different interests and he was .. uhm.. very specific on what he
wanted to use his time on. So we pretty much always did what he wanted to do.

And yes, it is a  previous  relationship now. We broke it off about 3 months ago.
Just wasn't gonna work out. ☺ No hard feelings.

After the break-up I decided to try abstinence, at least 'till there was actually someone in my life that
I was interested in. Because dull one-night-stands just didn't seem worth my while anymore.

It was SUPER hard. I mean, wow, my clit was going cray-cray. After 3-4 weeks without sex,
I could feel it throbbing 24/7. Sexual frustration almost made me forsake my plans.
But somehow I managed to survive. Though I did go on a couple of dates, didn't even kiss anyone.
Not one make-out session took place in that period of time. And I gotta say, pretty damn proud of it!

It's not like I'm a prude that is against one-night-stands, no. I've had my fair share, believe me.
But maybe because I've already been down that road and lived a little, I knew I needed more this
time around. Casual sex had become so boring even before the last guy I dated.


And now I've found a guy that I like a lot. Hell, I'm crazy about him! andhispenis
We have so much in common and share the same kind of humor.
He makes me feel like a damn teenager. It's weird, but I like it!

And yeah. He's a little shy so I'm gonna keep the dirty to myself 'till I get his permission to

share some of it with you guys. BUT I can tell ya this much: IT IS AMAZEBALLS.

BTW 

if you're into online gaming you should download TERA Eu « HERE « and join me and

my friends on a crusade in Arcadia server. If you already play Tera or just decided to start, contact me through a parcel that you can send to my main Crudelis. ☺ Cya around!

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My way

Hello everyone.


Today I'm not going to write as cheerfully and casually as usual.
I have something on my mind and I'd like to share it with you guys.

I heard a statement, that people who live selfishly, live a longer and
more importantly - a happier life.

So I started thinking how that could in any way be possible.
Aren't selfish people usually lonely? Doesn't loneliness make you sad?

After a while of pondering on the subject I forced myself out of the box and
soon realized that there are positive ways to be selfish. It may not be a bad thing.


I think it is wonderful that people take joy in helping others.
Caring is an incredible thing. But can't it also be done for selfish reasons?

Isn't everything we do, done from a subjective angle?
I think the answer to that question is a definite YES.

Surely we can never fully understand the need of others.
Or their wants and dreams in life. We can only see things from our perspective.

What some people see as selfishness, others would consider a totally selfless act.

And don't we also want to feel good about ourselves?
Feel like for once we have done the right thing, independent from our own needs.

I know I enjoy the feeling of giving. Helping, being needed.

I also want to feel like the future of the planet,
the world that surrounds us, is secured and also MY FUTURE.

All of us have our own reasons for doing the things we do - the good and the bad.
We don't do it because someone out there is guiding us to the right direction.

There is no right direction.
Only a subjective view of what is best for survival and happiness.


Even if we do something that we don't enjoy, for the happiness of the people around us,
it can't truly be considered selfless. We hate seeing other people miserable.

Think about it, how many people researching a cure for cancer, have lost someone
dear to them to the disease? And how many of them has that been an inspiration to?

I don't know for sure, but I would guess, many.
It doesn't take away the value of it, those people get paid to do an important job.
And it's even better that they are inspired to do it.

Same goes with pretty much everything, we need to have a reason.
Without any drive, we would accomplish nothing. And never achieve greatness.

They say lazy people have been responsible for many great inventions.
And I second that theory. Selfishness is not something to be seen in a negative light.


Of course, like with everything else, moderation is key.
People that have no consideration for other beings or that use totally
disrespectful ways to get what they want aren't just selfish.

They are narcissistic. They throw off the balance that makes it work.
The magic of it all are people who do things for others for selfish reasons,
GOOD things.

They make the world better, for good reasons, for themselves too.
They thrive to be happy, because they think they deserve it, but have a healthy look on life.
They understand that to be truly happy, you need to be surrounded by happy people and love.

Talking about love, among humans, there is no selfless love.
It is never unconditional. There are always expectations, hopes and dreams.
But it is forgiving and makes room for mistakes.

Love gives chances to try again if you fucked up.
But only to a certain limit. Love is selfish and it should be selfish.

Love makes people grow. It makes people want to be more than they are
and it challenges people that surround you, to be more than what they are.

"Selfish people live a longer - happier life."

©  Anonymous92126

Toys VS. Boys

HI PEEPS!

It's time for another sequel!
We'll continue with the theme of sex toys and their use,
like we did on Don't toy with me.

One of my readers brought to my attention that some peeps are a little
scared of sex toys. Well, at least concerned that they will lead
to impossible standards and maybe even some day replace sex.

Don't get me wrong, solo sex is SEX. But there is a vast difference
between using your hand or toys compared to sexual encounters with other people.

How 'bout we look at some facts and then make our conclusions?

TOYS VS. BOYS - The female perspective

How do they feel?

Toys:   They feel like plastic. No pulse, no warmth
             (if not considering overheating the vibrator).
             The vibrations are nice, but for me, no toy will ever beat my own fingers.
             And some men are quite handy too!

Boys:   They feel, hard, throbbing, exciting and hot.
             The movement is different and when you're not doing it yourself it may surprise,
             either in a good way or... well, let's just say too deep is too deep.

(Toys 0 - Boys 1)

How do they taste?

Toys:   Tastes like.. nothing? Or then they taste like pussy.
             If I preferred pussy juices over precum I'd just fuck women instead.

Boys:   After a good scrub they taste divine! And precum is such a sensual and primitive flavor.                              Awesome!
             But yeah, a dick that's been sweating in the pants for a day or two - NO THANK YOU.
             Go wash it first and then we can get to business.

BTW!   I have never tried playing with flavored lube, have you?

(Toys 0 - Boys 2)

Talking dirty / reacting to touch, sounds?

Toys:   Well, they don't talk. At least my toys so far have been quite mute.

Boys:   Some men are the silent type, but at least you can hear them breathing.
              Some on the other hand make such sexy sounds when they're close that it's more
              of a turn on than the touching itself. Communication is just much better with
              a human being than an inanimate object. A definite win for the boys.

(Toys 0 - Boys 3)

After sex cuddling, high fives, conversations and laughing?

Toys:   Not gonna happen.

Boys:   Cuddling = great. High fives = great. Conversations = awesome.
             An afterglow laughter while you're all relaxed, still inside of each other?
             PRICELESS.

Another win for the boys.

(Toys 0 - Boys 4)


Okay, I think it's pretty useless to keep this going any further, right?
No toy can ever replace real human contact. There is much more to sex than just
the size, pressure or the general physical feel.
Toys suck at foreplay, they do not react to the way YOU feel to them,
you always know what they're gonna do next and there is no after-sex communication either
- you just have to go wash it with soap and hide it in your underwear drawer.


Obviously I don't have a dick and can't know how men feel about this, but I would
imagine that it is pretty much the same. Even if masturbation is a great thing,
you will still start missing having another person to experiment with, live out
your fantasies with and all the other things that come with human communication.

To all the men out there who are concerned about women having huge dildos
or super powerful vibrators: STOP WORRYING.

You can still use vibrators while having sex,
maybe get a vibrating penis ring and double the pleasure?

And the dildos just aren't that much fun to begin with. Size does matter,
but there are many things that we prefer over a huge dong!


When I think about the future and what kind of kinky, super awesome toys or
wonderful apps and gadgets it may hold for us, I'm more excited than scared.

Sure, a super realistic sex simulator might be addicting to some, but there
will never be the feeling of success, conquest or love with them.

Maybe it will prevent some people from cheating and finally couples with different
sexual appetites will be happier and more content. I doubt it will ever throw
aside the need for love, affection or even the tingling feeling when you're
flirting with someone and getting a response.



Let's embrace toys as a part of our sex lives, use them together with our partners
too and show them, that there really isn't anything to be jealous about.

Let's play together!



PS. Any last questions for my Q & A that's coming out later next week?


©  Anonymous92126

What is the music of life?

"Silence, my brother."

How long has it been since my last post to you, my dear readers?

WAY TOO LONG. I miss you guys.

The reason for my vacation is a valid one,

I got my new Fapmachine!

It's an Asus G750 JM. ♥

I love it.so.fucking.much.

So now that I have my new plaything, how have I been spending my precious time?
Take a wild guess...

Correct. 10 points for Gryffindor!

If you guessed GAMING, that is. I feel like such a geek.

But who the fuck cares! As long as I'm happy, right?

Well, my dad cares. We've had plenty of fights about games

and how much time I spend on them. Not to mention the money.

It's been resolved though. A hundred times or so.

While I was taking a break from blogging, I got an interesting

request for a topic: A sequel to my post Don't toy with me.

The topic was requested by JackSmile, just like the original post.

I think the comment was very interesting [you can find it HERE] 

and obviously I'm gonna satisfy my dear readers. No doubt about it.

It's about 6 am now and it's time for me to see sexy dreams,

so I will publish the sequel later today.

Adios! ☺

PS.   The Q&A video I promised on Twitter will be posted next week.

PPS. Have any topic requests? 

         And do you recognize where the question of the headline is from?

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Hot as hell

PEEPERS!!!

It's finally here: SUMMER!

In my country we have a long and a very cold winter,
but also a very hot summer, however short it may be.

There are some things that heat brings with it,
that just seem to always be included in the package.
Some are amazing things, some a little less so.

Summer is and always will be my favorite season
and I will tell you why.

First of all,
it's WARM and SUNNY.

No more HUGE winter coats and lots of layers,
that still don't help that much to be honest.
Winter doesn't agree with me, since I'm always cold no matter what I wear.

Instead I get to wear dresses and skirts and show a little skin.
I love the way the sun light embraces me and just feels like it's covering me with loving kisses.

I also don't mind terribly seeing guys with their shirts off.

Of course there is also a downside to all the skin that's showing.
In summer my sexuality is heightened. I'm sure this happens to a lot of people.

Everyone just seems to be happier, more outgoing and flirtatious.

And summer definitely brings the worst out in me on that front.
Sexual frustration sometimes leads to bad decisions.

Then there's the fact that you can drink outside and you don't
have to plan your every move based on if you will freeze to death outside or not.

You can just grab a few cold ones and go to the beach to enjoy the sun and the people.
It's fucking great.

But drinking and the fact that you're super horny all the time,
while being surrounded with people equally horny... and drunk?
Not too easy trying to keep your standards up
when you just want to dry hump every tanned, amazing body you see.

Heat brings on the HEAT.

Then if you already didn't know,
I have a thing for muscle cars, classic cars.. THE HOT RODS.
And when summer comes, the cars come out of hibernation and hit the streets.
Great, one more thing about summer to make me feel super sexual and excited.

Now I don't only want to ride every good looking guy that comes
along, but their cars as well!!!

Could picking me up have been made any easier?


Thank god there are some things that do slow me down a bit.
Like MOSQUITOES (and other bugs).

First they eat you alive, it hurts for a bit and starts to itch.
Then after you've scratched your legs to the point where you
don't want to show yourself in public anymore, they eat your arms too.
I hate bugs!

Then there is the fact that no matter what I do,
my apartment gathers a lot of heat during the morning to last all day long.

It wouldn't bother me that much,
but I have a dog and I just can't leave him alone in there.

And there aren't many places where I can bring him with.
So it's a bit of a bummer.

It's a good think I love him to death or otherwise I might get a little annoyed with all the arrangements I have to make.

But it's still awesome to be spending time outside with him,
taking long walks is much nicer during summer than it is in winter!


Now I think I will go take a long, cooling bath
and go enjoy the sun after I feel freshened up!

Maybe it will cool down my mind as well...

Now go put on your bikini, your shorts or whatever you feel like wearing,
show a little skin, meet up with your friends and be promiscuous all you want..
because IT'S SUMMERTIME!

© Anonymous92126

1st Challenge - DAY 5

These are the 6 songs I love the most right now. Click the titles to listen to them on YouTube.
They're not in any particular order. They're all AMAZING songs from GREAT bands and artists.

John Legend - All of Me
His voice is just so perfect and the song is really good. He's an amazing artist.
When I first found this song I listened to it on repeat for hours.

Ed Sheeran - I See Fire from The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug
This song is PURE PERFECTION. As is Sheeran's voice.
This song makes me cry, because I feel like everything that is good about
The LOTR and The Hobbit movies is just fused into this one song.
It's filled with so much emotion,  even my mom almost cried when listening to this song
and she doesn't even understand the language.

Tom Waits - Alice
I just love the picture this song paints into my mind, and that Tom colours with his voice.
This song is amazing and is sure to stay on my top 5 list for forever and ever.

Foo Fighters - I Should Have Known
Dave's voice is just so awesome. The music is amazing. And REAL.
This song is from the album Wasting Light that was recorded at Dave's house.
It sounds so good! And this song is obviously about his feelings about Kurt Cobain.

A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera - Say Something
This is such a beautiful song. And so sad.
People can relate to the lyrics in so many ways and the duetto sounds flawless.
This song always makes me sob like a little girl.

Queen - The Show Must Go On
I think me trying to explain why I love this song wouldn't do it any justice.
It doesn't require an explanation.


Comment if you love/hate any of these songs
and if you have a band or an artist in mind, that you think I would like,
link it below and I will check them out!

Also remember to go check out my new Tumblr page by clicking here and
Follow @Anonymous92126 on Twitter to get all the exclusive content.


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Love is in the air

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Gimme a comment if you have a blog that needs loving. ♥

1st Challenge - DAY 2

1. Food!
    Because.. food. I'm always hungry. Seriously. I could eat all day long.

2. Sex!
    I don't think I need to give you any reasons. Orgasms.

3. Music!
    If you're in a shitty mood, just listen to a happy song! It'll all be okay.

4. Movies!
    Because it's nice into go to a whole other world and experience a romance or a world ending,
    without actually having to be there.

5. Potato chips!
    Sour Cream & (add something good) all the way. So addicting.

6. Gaming!
    With a PC of course. Finally I can be the kind of a warrior I've always wanted to be and do all this
    stuff in a fantasy world filled with dragons and shit. Fuck yeah.

7. Watching disturbing videos on YouTube!
    Classics like Salad Fingers, Happy Tree Friends, Rejected, Little Baby's Ice Cream
    and Don't Hug Me I'm Scared. Creepy but fun.

8. Junk food!
    Junk food is good any day, but you should only eat it every once in a while.
    NOT because it's not unhealthy, but because you get used to it and it won't be SO GOOD anymore.

9. Chocolate!
    I have lady parts and a lady needs chocolate.


I don't like any of these things better than the others, the order just depends on the day.
If you haven't seen some of these videos, check out the links on part 7.
Cya tomorrow with DAY 3!


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Love letter

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