Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

SUP?

Heya peepers!


So while I'm waiting for men to show their interest towards my survey, I figured it was time
to write a personal post again. Kinda let ya guys know what's going on with me.

So, obviously I'm still gaming, that's a given. But the previous relationship took a little toll on
my spare time. We had such different interests and he was .. uhm.. very specific on what he
wanted to use his time on. So we pretty much always did what he wanted to do.

And yes, it is a  previous  relationship now. We broke it off about 3 months ago.
Just wasn't gonna work out. ☺ No hard feelings.

After the break-up I decided to try abstinence, at least 'till there was actually someone in my life that
I was interested in. Because dull one-night-stands just didn't seem worth my while anymore.

It was SUPER hard. I mean, wow, my clit was going cray-cray. After 3-4 weeks without sex,
I could feel it throbbing 24/7. Sexual frustration almost made me forsake my plans.
But somehow I managed to survive. Though I did go on a couple of dates, didn't even kiss anyone.
Not one make-out session took place in that period of time. And I gotta say, pretty damn proud of it!

It's not like I'm a prude that is against one-night-stands, no. I've had my fair share, believe me.
But maybe because I've already been down that road and lived a little, I knew I needed more this
time around. Casual sex had become so boring even before the last guy I dated.


And now I've found a guy that I like a lot. Hell, I'm crazy about him! andhispenis
We have so much in common and share the same kind of humor.
He makes me feel like a damn teenager. It's weird, but I like it!



And yeah. He's a little shy so I'm gonna keep the dirty to myself 'till I get his permission to
share some of it with you guys. BUT I can tell ya this much: IT IS AMAZEBALLS.



BTW 

if you're into online gaming you should download TERA Eu « HERE « and join me and
my friends on a crusade in Arcadia server. If you already play Tera or just decided to start, contact me through a parcel that you can send to my main Crudelis. ☺ Cya around!


© Anonymous92126

Sunday, December 14, 2014

Submission

A pretty little plaything,
never questioning your will,

finally rebels,
gets a mark on her skin.

Compelled to lose control,
obey your every whim,

forced to feel ashamed,
tear falls from cheek to chin.


A pretty little plaything
once again surrenders,

do what you do best
and let the game begin.


© Anonymous92126

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Just press PLAY ♫

Hello again! 


Posting for the third day in a row now.
I have so much to write about after my break.

I got another topic request recently from one of my friends
and it's something I haven't even thought of writing about.


Music and sex.


Some people swear that music sets the mood. And that there is some music that is
almost made for the sole purpose of making love.

This is a subject that I haven't really ever thought about.
I've had sex while music is playing I'm sure. I've also had sex while the tv was on.

But I just concentrate so much on the other person, that everything surrounding
me just becomes a blur. Music, the sounds of the cars driving by the house,
distant dogs barking.. You name it.

Some people even say, that when the music is right, the rhythm is right.
Please, can I just say: WHAAAAA?

I'm sure you can adapt to the rhythm of the music while you're doing the dirty,
but isn't it boring to stay in the same tempo all the time?

It's true that sometimes two people can have some trouble finding the same page
while they're in bed, but that's just natural. It should be fine with some practice.

Personally, I think the best background noise is nothing more than birds chirping,
rain blasting into the window or just silence.

I think breathing, moaning and laughter, even talking go better with sex than music.
But people are different and I can understand how music may be a requirement
for getting into the moment and blocking everything else out.

But the best sex I've ever had, has been in complete silence, when you can feel and hear the
other persons heart beat. Their breathing. The little moans that slip from the tongue.

When you can hear the sound of kissing. And all the other, maybe not so flattering sounds,
that the human bodies make when they're intertwined. For me it's all part of it.

I think it brings two people, even strangers into a zone where everything about them is acceptable.
And this gets us a little off the rails, but that also applies to lighting.

I do not understand people that can't have sex with lights on.
Isn't it nice to be able to see what the other person looks like? Their eye color, the way that
a drop of sweat is dripping from their forehead, down the eyebrow onto their cheekbones and all the
way down to their chin? I think it's sexy. I think it's primitive, sensual. It's just HOT.

Okay back to the subject, whew, got a little carried away there...


Aaaaanyway.
Now that I am writing about this, I'm feeling slight pressure to make a TOP 5 list of songs
for getting it on. I think I owe that to you - my dear readers.

So here we go, click the song title to get to the Youtube link if you're not familiar with them.


1. Kazy - I need you tonight

- Sex is just oozing out of this song in every way imaginable.

2. Placebo - Space monkey

- The music is just so freaking sexy! And the way Brian Molko sings it.. drool.

3. Nine Inch Nails - Closer

- "I want to fuck you like an animal."

4. Madonna - Justify my love

- No need to explain, I hope.

5. Marvin Gaye - Let's get it on

- Okay this is just a must have on this list! It's fun, relaxed and a classic.


That was easier than I thought, Although, I'd rather call them foreplay songs,
since once the act itself begins, I don't hear the music anyways. But, whatever works!


Now I'm curious, what would be your TOP 5 list?
Comment below!


©  Anonymous92126

Monday, September 15, 2014

My way

Hello everyone.


Today I'm not going to write as cheerfully and casually as usual.
I have something on my mind and I'd like to share it with you guys.

I heard a statement, that people who live selfishly, live a longer and
more importantly - a happier life.

So I started thinking how that could in any way be possible.
Aren't selfish people usually lonely? Doesn't loneliness make you sad?

After a while of pondering on the subject I forced myself out of the box and
soon realized that there are positive ways to be selfish. It may not be a bad thing.


I think it is wonderful that people take joy in helping others.
Caring is an incredible thing. But can't it also be done for selfish reasons?

Isn't everything we do, done from a subjective angle?
I think the answer to that question is a definite YES.

Surely we can never fully understand the need of others.
Or their wants and dreams in life. We can only see things from our perspective.

What some people see as selfishness, others would consider a totally selfless act.

And don't we also want to feel good about ourselves?
Feel like for once we have done the right thing, independent from our own needs.

I know I enjoy the feeling of giving. Helping, being needed.

I also want to feel like the future of the planet,
the world that surrounds us, is secured and also MY FUTURE.

All of us have our own reasons for doing the things we do - the good and the bad.
We don't do it because someone out there is guiding us to the right direction.

There is no right direction.
Only a subjective view of what is best for survival and happiness.


Even if we do something that we don't enjoy, for the happiness of the people around us,
it can't truly be considered selfless. We hate seeing other people miserable.

Think about it, how many people researching a cure for cancer, have lost someone
dear to them to the disease? And how many of them has that been an inspiration to?

I don't know for sure, but I would guess, many.
It doesn't take away the value of it, those people get paid to do an important job.
And it's even better that they are inspired to do it.

Same goes with pretty much everything, we need to have a reason.
Without any drive, we would accomplish nothing. And never achieve greatness.

They say lazy people have been responsible for many great inventions.
And I second that theory. Selfishness is not something to be seen in a negative light.


Of course, like with everything else, moderation is key.
People that have no consideration for other beings or that use totally
disrespectful ways to get what they want aren't just selfish.

They are narcissistic. They throw off the balance that makes it work.
The magic of it all are people who do things for others for selfish reasons,
GOOD things.

They make the world better, for good reasons, for themselves too.
They thrive to be happy, because they think they deserve it, but have a healthy look on life.
They understand that to be truly happy, you need to be surrounded by happy people and love.

Talking about love, among humans, there is no selfless love.
It is never unconditional. There are always expectations, hopes and dreams.
But it is forgiving and makes room for mistakes.

Love gives chances to try again if you fucked up.
But only to a certain limit. Love is selfish and it should be selfish.

Love makes people grow. It makes people want to be more than they are
and it challenges people that surround you, to be more than what they are.




"Selfish people live a longer - happier life."




©  Anonymous92126

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Toys VS. Boys

HI PEEPS!



It's time for another sequel!
We'll continue with the theme of sex toys and their use,
like we did on Don't toy with me.

One of my readers brought to my attention that some peeps are a little
scared of sex toys. Well, at least concerned that they will lead
to impossible standards and maybe even some day replace sex.

Don't get me wrong, solo sex is SEX. But there is a vast difference
between using your hand or toys compared to sexual encounters with other people.

How 'bout we look at some facts and then make our conclusions?

TOYS VS. BOYS - The female perspective


How do they feel?

Toys:   They feel like plastic. No pulse, no warmth
             (if not considering overheating the vibrator).
             The vibrations are nice, but for me, no toy will ever beat my own fingers.
             And some men are quite handy too!

Boys:   They feel, hard, throbbing, exciting and hot.
             The movement is different and when you're not doing it yourself it may surprise,
             either in a good way or... well, let's just say too deep is too deep.

(Toys 0 - Boys 1)

How do they taste?

Toys:   Tastes like.. nothing? Or then they taste like pussy.
             If I preferred pussy juices over precum I'd just fuck women instead.

Boys:   After a good scrub they taste divine! And precum is such a sensual and primitive flavor.                              Awesome!
             But yeah, a dick that's been sweating in the pants for a day or two - NO THANK YOU.
             Go wash it first and then we can get to business.

BTW!   I have never tried playing with flavored lube, have you?

(Toys 0 - Boys 2)

Talking dirty / reacting to touch, sounds?

Toys:   Well, they don't talk. At least my toys so far have been quite mute.

Boys:   Some men are the silent type, but at least you can hear them breathing.
              Some on the other hand make such sexy sounds when they're close that it's more
              of a turn on than the touching itself. Communication is just much better with
              a human being than an inanimate object. A definite win for the boys.

(Toys 0 - Boys 3)

After sex cuddling, high fives, conversations and laughing?

Toys:   Not gonna happen.

Boys:   Cuddling = great. High fives = great. Conversations = awesome.
             An afterglow laughter while you're all relaxed, still inside of each other?
             PRICELESS.

Another win for the boys.

(Toys 0 - Boys 4)


Okay, I think it's pretty useless to keep this going any further, right?
No toy can ever replace real human contact. There is much more to sex than just
the size, pressure or the general physical feel.
Toys suck at foreplay, they do not react to the way YOU feel to them,
you always know what they're gonna do next and there is no after-sex communication either
- you just have to go wash it with soap and hide it in your underwear drawer.


Obviously I don't have a dick and can't know how men feel about this, but I would
imagine that it is pretty much the same. Even if masturbation is a great thing,
you will still start missing having another person to experiment with, live out
your fantasies with and all the other things that come with human communication.

To all the men out there who are concerned about women having huge dildos
or super powerful vibrators: STOP WORRYING.

You can still use vibrators while having sex,
maybe get a vibrating penis ring and double the pleasure?

And the dildos just aren't that much fun to begin with. Size does matter,
but there are many things that we prefer over a huge dong!


When I think about the future and what kind of kinky, super awesome toys or
wonderful apps and gadgets it may hold for us, I'm more excited than scared.

Sure, a super realistic sex simulator might be addicting to some, but there
will never be the feeling of success, conquest or love with them.

Maybe it will prevent some people from cheating and finally couples with different
sexual appetites will be happier and more content. I doubt it will ever throw
aside the need for love, affection or even the tingling feeling when you're
flirting with someone and getting a response.



Let's embrace toys as a part of our sex lives, use them together with our partners
too and show them, that there really isn't anything to be jealous about.

Let's play together!



PS. Any last questions for my Q & A that's coming out later next week?


©  Anonymous92126

Friday, June 6, 2014

An odd thing

Hello peepers!


So I had a very interesting start to my week.
I was drinking with my buddies. Not a lot,
but like a few beers, hanging out & singing karaoke.

You know, the basic stuff you do at a bar.

When it was time to leave I took my bike
and was FINE for the time being.

But then something happened, I fucked up
and ended up in the ditch with the skin on my fingers FUCKING PEELED OFF.
I can tell you right now, that shit hurts.

Other than that I also bumped my head,
my left shoulder, both of my thighs, my right knee
and my jaw has a nasty wound and bruising on it too.

So OFC I look god damn sexy right now with all these bandages,
bruises and my eyes all wild from the very strong painkillers.

But I'm alive and this will not get in the way
of me blogging for you guys! ☺ ♥

So here I am, continuing the 10-day challenge.



So there are A LOT of weird things I do almost on a daily basis
and I'm only allowed to list 3. This is gonna be hard.

1. Teaching my dog English


So I don't know how WEIRD this is,
but I don't think it's normal to talk to your pet in a foreign language.
But I do it anyway.

I don't know if he can understand me, but since I think in English it feels very natural for me.
And who knows, maybe my dog is bilingual by now!

2. Being a mermaid 


Again, not too sure of what stage of FREAKY this is,
but I take my laptop with me to the bath.

I usually make a nice strong structure with something over the sink,
then put my lappy on it and just watch a movie while I bathe.

And it might be a long ass movie too.
Then I end up being in the water for like 2 hours straight.

Eventually the water will cool down and I will have to empty the
tub a little bit so I can refill it with warm water.

Sometimes I even make a little picnic out of my time in the bath
and bring snacks. Like tea and a bite to eat.

When I finally get out I look like a fucking raisin.

3. Using my coffee maker to brew tea


So this I do all day - every day!
Since I am hugely addicted to tea.

So instead of using like a GAZILLION tea bags per day,
I only use a few.

And how I manage to do that is with my coffee maker.
I put the tea bag in the pot and max out the water and TADDAAH!

9 fucking cups of tea.
With just 1 bag.

Incredible!
But I get weird looks from my guests every time I do it.




Okay so there we go.
I'm sure some of the weird things that I do might have been more
interesting, but these are the ones I do basically every day.

If you want to find out more, just send me more questions for my
upcoming Q&A!

Also comment below and tell me what weird stuff you do often
and maybe I won't feel so awkward about this.




PS. So I know I promised you guys something EXTRA SPECIAL
when we hit 1000 views and it's almost time to reveal what it will be.
Stay tuned this weekend to find out!


© Anonymous92126

Friday, May 30, 2014

Spark of spirituality


Hi guys!

So in today's post I really want to talk about
religion and all it stands for.

I can see how I do not necessarily come of as
a very religious person - and it's sort of true.

I did get a somewhat religious upbringing,
no cussing, some praying etc.
But nothing was ever forced on me and I got to have my own
thoughts about things.

We never really went to church as I was growing up,
except for weddings and funerals obviously.

So that world is completely unknown to me.
I also prefer it stays that way.

So I decided it was time to do some soul searching
because I'm thinking of resigning from the church.

I think the best way to explore this subject is to list some ideals
that the church represents and enforces onto people.
So I will write down my thoughts and reflect on them.


GOD LOVES EVERYBODY EQUALLY.
EXCEPT FOR: GAYS, PEOPLE THAT HAVE PREMARITAL SEX AND
PEOPLE THAT DRESS IN SKIMPY OUTFITS, GET TATTOOS OR
PIERCINGS (and the list just goes on and on)..


I think this is one of the biggest reasons
that I'm so against the church.

IF GOD were to love everyone equally,
then he would not discriminate or judge so harsly based on
things we do that are not harmful to others.

It's no secret that I have had sex out of marriage
and love masturbating.

To me SEX can optimally be a very spiritual experience.
So.. I should repent, make a purity promise OR go to hell?

Sorry. But no thanks.
I don't think there is anything impure about sex.
And by enforcing these ideals on your children,
you will eventually produce mentally unstable adults,
that are going to have problems with intimacy and
the sex that belongs in a healthy relationship - in and outside of marriage.

I also have a piercing.
And while I do consider my body to be my temple,
I don't see how that could ever be degrading me in any way.

I have great self value,
sex and the way I appear do not lower it.

YOU SHOULD RESPECT AND OBEY YOUR PARENTS
AND YOUR HUSBAND


The bible says, that you always have to respect your parents
and do as you are told.

The same will apply after the father gives away his daughter
to the husband, the female obeys the male.

That is just ridiculous.
OF COURSE you should value your family, but respect should
always be earned.

Loving someone an RESPECTING them and their authority,
are two very different things.

I for one love my parents very much.
They are a big part of my life, but I do not
agree with all of their beliefs and ideals.

They have had to earn my respect by acting
with a mutual respect for my thoughts and feelings.

They do not agree with all of my choices in life,
but they have accepted me for who I am.

IF I were some day to get married (DOUBT IT)
I would get married only to a person that I already respect,
and they would have to keep acting in a way that will not
diminish it, or it will be gone.

I also would not feel any need to OBEY my husband.
A healthy relationship works with mutual communication and trust.

Decisions are made as a couple, if they affect both lives.

RELIGIOUS PEOPLE ARE FAST TO JUDGE OTHERS


I think in the bible somewhere it says not to judge,
because that's what God is for. Not man.

And that there are no people without sin.

But then the people that are the most judgemental are
mainly religious. What a surprise.

They judge people based on what they're wearing,
how they talk, what their sexual orientation is,
what their background is, what kind of people they are friends with
and even on how they eat or what they drink.

Insane. Stop being SO DAMN up in MY BUSINESS.
And stop acting like you're above everyone else.

That annoys the shit out of me.

NUDITY AND SHOWING SKIN


This is it's own chapter.
What is so bad about wearing a skimpy outfit or seeing
other human beings NAKED.

As I recall, Adam & Eve were butt naked all the time.
There is something pure about a person accepting their body
as it is and also the bodies of others.

Some people even find spiritual uplift in being nude.
Freedom.

WARS AND CONVERTING OTHER PEOPLE


People should be able to believe in whatever the fuck they want.
Faith should come from inside, not from peer pressure.

I was taught to accept people and their beliefs.
But people have been killing each other,
going to war and forcefully converting each other for centuries.
I think it's okay to let people know what your beliefs are and not take part in some activities
that are against your faith. But that does not mean that you can be mean, discriminate, hurt,
kill, extort or in any other NEGATIVE way try to get them to accept your way of living.



Okay. So now we've covered A LOT of the points that
bother me about religion.

And I can safely say I do not believe in any god
that would be so judgemental that they'd send people
down in a flaming pit for an eternity for such little things.

And I do not want all the negativity that religion seems to
include in the package.


I still have some beliefs of my own,
that I do cherish and that I feel guide me through this life.

I am a spiritual person.

I believe that humans and other living creatures
have an energy or a soul, whatever you wish to call it,
that remains even after we part from our physical form.

Were it to happen in a dream, or after death.

I also have a moral compass that shows me the way.
I do not like cruelty, violence without any purpose,
pretentiousness or any of that crap that causes unnecessary pain to other people.

I believe that with a little bit of love and compassion
for others, we can make a huge difference.

Just be comfortable in your own skin, show that amazing smile,
and accept yourself and other people as they are.

That way you will form good and strong friendships
that will last you a lifetime.

And once you're done with your days here,
you will have created something pure and beautiful through all
the people that you have touched with your presence in their lives.

Do what gives YOU joy,
were it going to church every day,
partying with your friends,
sharing your bed with a lover or two,
dancing naked in the moonlight
OR JUST WHATEVER.

Enjoy life.




PS. Okay so I know we dipped deep
into a somewhat serious subject.
Some people are probably gonna hate me.
I can deal with that.
Some might agree. That's good too.

But now you know a little more about me
and can maybe relate more to what I write about.


Remember that you can follow me on Twitter @Anonymous92126
and also check out my Tumblr page. ☺


Lots of love
© Anonymous92126

Monday, April 14, 2014

1st Challenge - DAY 6


This one is a pain in the ass. So many memories to choose from!
But still, it's gotta be done.


A walk through memory lane.


1. When I was about 5 years old, I was walking our dog, Remu.
    He was usually a perfect gentleman, but that day he saw something fun
    and started to run all of a sudden, so I fell and both of my legs grinded against the ground.
    They were bleeding from my knees to my ankles and I was crying a lot
    while my mom and my dad bandaged me up. It had been raining a little that day
    and then the Sun came out and brought a very bright double rainbow with it.
    I finally stopped crying, so we all drove to the city to go get some ice cream.
    Even though I remember it being painful it's a really happy memory and I will cherish it forever.

2. At this point I was already in school, maybe in the first or second grade.
    In Finland we start school at the age of 7, so I must have been about 7-8.
    All my neighbours were boys and I was over at my best friends house,
    that was just at the end of the road. We were playing cops and robbers.
    I was tying to save one of the robbers from jail and was running towards
    him, but the police noticed me and I had to get to a safe spot, which was a tree
    in the middle of their yard. I ran and just got there in time and leaned my back against it
    to catch my breath and rest after the run. The tree was filled with ants.
    There were thousands of them on it and after just a few seconds there was
    hundreds of them crawling inside my shirt and on it! Ants bite, you know.
    So I started screaming and running around and finally when nothing helped I
    started to run home and just took my shirt off. And I had nothing under it.
    Topless and humiliated in front of my friends I ran home and cried like the little girl that I was.
    It was horrible then because I was so embarrassed, but now I find horror in the ants.
    I'm not big on bugs. I even hate butterflies.
    And while spiders are the absolute worst, I'm not a fan of ants either.

3. One of the best memories of my life is when I met my current best friend.
    She transferred to my school at 6th grade and every girl in the class was
    so critical about what she was wearing and how she didn't seem to give a fuck    
    about what they had to say about her. I liked her instantly.
    After the day was over we sat down together at the stairs of the school and
    while I waited for my mom to come pick me up we started talking.
    The conversation started with her asking me: "Do you like dogs?"
    You all should already know the answer to this one, and with it we instantly bonded.
    My mom offered her a ride home, because we found out she lived close.
    After that moment we spent almost every day together with out dogs, just running in the woods.
    Because back then kids used to actually go outside and not spend all
    their time inside playing video games. Ah, the good old days.

4. This is one of the funniest memories I have and it takes place when I was 16.
     My two cousins and me took a trip to my family's cottage.
     Obviously there was some drinking, playing cards, music and marshmallows!
     The night was epic and I still have the pictures to prove it.
     I think they will explain it better than I ever could. So here's a few of my favorite ones:

Using my cousin to keep my balance while nomming the absolute fuck out of a marshmallow.

We don't really have a clear memory of what was going on when this picture was taken.
I think I might secretly be a ninja.

I think we finally lost our balance.
She seems to be enjoying being on top.

5. The ultimate happiest memory of my life is when my dog Maxim was born.
    The litter of 9 was born 10.04.2011. And I was right there helping deliver the pups into this world.
    When I first saw Maxim I just knew that he was going to be the most important thing in my life.



So that was it for the 6th day! And I will see you all back here tomorrow for day seven.
I hope you enjoyed it and I wish you'd share some of your epic moments with me in the comments below!


© Anonymous92126

Sunday, April 13, 2014

1st Challenge - DAY 5



These are the 6 songs I love the most right now. Click the titles to listen to them on YouTube.
They're not in any particular order. They're all AMAZING songs from GREAT bands and artists.

John Legend - All of Me
His voice is just so perfect and the song is really good. He's an amazing artist.
When I first found this song I listened to it on repeat for hours.

Ed Sheeran - I See Fire from The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug
This song is PURE PERFECTION. As is Sheeran's voice.
This song makes me cry, because I feel like everything that is good about
The LOTR and The Hobbit movies is just fused into this one song.
It's filled with so much emotion,  even my mom almost cried when listening to this song
and she doesn't even understand the language.

Tom Waits - Alice
I just love the picture this song paints into my mind, and that Tom colours with his voice.
This song is amazing and is sure to stay on my top 5 list for forever and ever.

Foo Fighters - I Should Have Known
Dave's voice is just so awesome. The music is amazing. And REAL.
This song is from the album Wasting Light that was recorded at Dave's house.
It sounds so good! And this song is obviously about his feelings about Kurt Cobain.

A Great Big World & Christina Aguilera - Say Something
This is such a beautiful song. And so sad.
People can relate to the lyrics in so many ways and the duetto sounds flawless.
This song always makes me sob like a little girl.

Queen - The Show Must Go On
I think me trying to explain why I love this song wouldn't do it any justice.
It doesn't require an explanation.


Comment if you love/hate any of these songs
and if you have a band or an artist in mind, that you think I would like,
link it below and I will check them out!

Also remember to go check out my new Tumblr page by clicking here and
Follow @Anonymous92126 on Twitter to get all the exclusive content.


© Anonymous92126

Saturday, April 12, 2014

1st Challenge - DAY 4

                                        My 7 sins are probably all the deadly sins.




Pride • I am proud every now and then, about the things that i'm good at,
              or my friends, family.. my dog. Okay so I definitely am a very proud person.

Envy • I sometimes envy people that post food-pics on Facebook etc.
              I get hungry when I look at food.

Gluttony • I can definitely reach gluttony with food and tv shows.
                       I can eat all the time and when I start watching a show there is no stopping it!

Lust • I don't really see this as a sin, but if it is then we should all just admit lusting after things.

Anger • When I see people abusing animals I go NINJA-PIRATE-BERSERKER
                on their ass, or on the nearest object that I can punch.. or cry against/yell at.

Greed • Again, food. I can't have enough of it. I think I might be addicted.. I can't live without food.

Sloth • Oh, I am just super lazy. And I love sleeping. During the winter I nap.. then nap some more..                              And when I wake up and after my dog forces me to go for a walk.. I nap some more.
               I usually use all my clean dishes ( and then something else, like baking paper as plates...)
               until I finally have no choice but to wash them.


So these are my 7 DEADLY sins.
Can you identify any of them in yourself? Comment below!
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Bro or No?


Hi guys, how's it hanging?

So lately I've been doing some research
on how to know if a guy is into you or not.

Besides the obvious stalking and  Hey  I'm  totally  into  you
how do we know?

Guys always say us females are so damn complicated,
but I think it goes both ways.

To us girls you guys are these very mysterious creatures
and there is so much that we just don't understand.

Like for an example:

I have loads of guy friends. I'm just more comfortable around them,
because I don't have to hold my tongue and pretend that I'm not a sick twisted fuck. Because I am.
And you seem to be down with that.
Guys also really love food. Like, a lot. Not more than me though.

So I hang out with my friends pretty often.
I just randomly invite people over to watch a movie and eat.
Then listen to some music and explore the fascinating world of YouTube.

BUT I have heard this following statement plenty of times and I just don't know
what to think anymore, because it would totally screw things up for me.

So, I have been told by several people, guys mostly,
that if a guy goes alone to a girls house to watch a movie and hangout, he's into her.
Like, there is NO doubt about it.

They're saying that guys will always hangout with guys, if they have to choose between friends.
Bros before hoes. And that if a guy comes over to watch  movie with me, they probably wanna fuck me.

WHAT?

This would mean 80% of my friends wanna get down and dirty with me.
I don't know if I'm fine with that. See, I would like to think that I'm just fun.
Good company. Entertaining. I would like to think I can be just one of the guys.

And sure, sometimes they make a move. But that's pretty rare.
Mostly we just chill and they leave and say good night.

When I'm with these people I can let my guard down and be who I am.
But what are they actually thinking? Are they just there to get some?

This has really become a problem for me.
And just to clear things up a bit, I would like to add,
that I'm only talking about my single male friends that I know to be straight.

I have a lot of guy friends that are in a relationship and for them it just must be nice
to be around a girl you can share some of your relationship stuff with and maybe
get some advise on women. Or do guys rather do that with guys too?

SO CONFUSED.

Can't it just be platonic?

Guys I really need you to come clean and share your point of view.
If you're single and you go to a girls house to catch a movie
and maybe eat some junk food, listen to music or whateverthefuckyoudo,
do you always think it might lead to something more than just a chillout-session?
Help a girl out and tell me what your thoughts are on this subject!
And girls, give a shout in the comment box below if you too find guys very complicated.

PS. We're finally over 800 cherries popped!!!
      Thank you everyone, this is so great!

Comment below.
Oh, and remember to follow me, @Anonymous92126 on Twitter,
to get a better view of the voice behind Sexclusive!


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Thursday, April 10, 2014

1st Challenge - DAY 2



1. Food!
    Because.. food. I'm always hungry. Seriously. I could eat all day long.

2. Sex!
    I don't think I need to give you any reasons. Orgasms.

3. Music!
    If you're in a shitty mood, just listen to a happy song! It'll all be okay.

4. Movies!
    Because it's nice into go to a whole other world and experience a romance or a world ending,
    without actually having to be there.

5. Potato chips!
    Sour Cream & (add something good) all the way. So addicting.

6. Gaming!
    With a PC of course. Finally I can be the kind of a warrior I've always wanted to be and do all this
    stuff in a fantasy world filled with dragons and shit. Fuck yeah.

7. Watching disturbing videos on YouTube!
    Classics like Salad Fingers, Happy Tree Friends, Rejected, Little Baby's Ice Cream
    and Don't Hug Me I'm Scared. Creepy but fun.

8. Junk food!
    Junk food is good any day, but you should only eat it every once in a while.
    NOT because it's not unhealthy, but because you get used to it and it won't be SO GOOD anymore.

9. Chocolate!
    I have lady parts and a lady needs chocolate.


I don't like any of these things better than the others, the order just depends on the day.
If you haven't seen some of these videos, check out the links on part 7.
Cya tomorrow with DAY 3!


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Saturday, March 22, 2014

Introducing...

Anonymous92126, in other words - ME!
The voice behind Sexclusive!

I will keep this very light and casual,
as you will get to know later on - is just how I roll.

I've been wondering just how much of myself I should pour into this little blog.
How deep shall we dip?
OR should I be mysteriously seductive and let you guys make me what you desire?

Maybe there is an in-between that we can use.
So here we go: Only the things I find that you need to know to get under my skin.

I was born in the early 90's.
The decade that gave us The Smurfs, grunge, cable TV
and THE INTERNET. Not to mention the best euro-dance.

My little Pony was all the rage and porn was still in the closet
- as were most gays.
There was no BITCH - I'M FABULOUS.

Thank god we outgrew from hiding all the good stuff
and finally outed SEX .

I was raised in a sheltered environment.
And in my early teens Sex and the City  was the closest thing to porn I had ever seen.
Boy, have things changed...
Now sex is everywhere.
And taboos are becoming a source of rauchy humour.
That's the way the new millennium likes it!

I'm just your every-day-nerdy-brunette with a sense of personal style and a pair of tits.
I don't look like I was ripped of a fashion magazine.

But there is something that makes me rather exquisite.
And it's not the way I look. Believe it or not.
It's just confidence and the afterglow of a good orgasm.
Yea, you heard me - an ORGASM - women can have 'em too.

An orgasm a day keeps the frown away!

So lets indulge ourselves to pleasure and life.
And get this thing going with a good-old-fashioned FAP.

You can tell me what would be on your TOP 5 list of the 90's.

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